{Love Cautiously}

Saturday, February 16, 2013

Thank You for BeingMy Superman

I always used to feel so incredibly strong. I knew I was fine on my own, that I could fix almost anything and even if there was something I couldn’t fix, I would always find a way. A solution. I like being the one that helps everyone else. And you, you are just like me. You’re superman. I always knew you helped all your friends through the hard times in their lives. I liked that about you. But the moment my heart skipped a beat was when you showed me your wounds and scars. I had never seen that expression on your face, that seriousness in your eyes. I think that was the moment I realized you were more than just the funny dude I loved to hang around with. And that day flashing up for a second until you made it go away with your smile. The smile that warms my heart like no other. I guess seeing your weaknesses and scars gave me the confidence to reveal my own ones to you…knowing you were just like me, I was no longer scared to be weak. And all the things that scared me before – the way you can no longer hide behind a mask when you all in love – lost their ability to make me run away from people. During the weeks we got closer I never wanted to run away as I usually did. I just wanted you around, I wanted to hold your big hands in mine. I wanted to get lost in your eyes. I don’t have to be superwoman around you. I can be the goofy, silly, crazy, weird, hurt and wounded me around you and you still think I’m the most gorgeous girl in the world.And what I love so much is that being in love with you doesn’t make me love crazy…it doesn’t make me go through the horrible ups and downs of the usual “love me, love me not”-game. There’s just that warm feeling, like a wave that goes through my body from head to toe when you’re near, and the confidence that I can rely on you no matter what happens. By giving me the confidence to be weak around you, you have made me feel more superwoman-like. And never have I felt such a strong love as I do for you. I can't wait to marry you. Counting down the days, waking up every day excited to be your wife.
Thank you for being my superman...

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